I posted this on a pervious account but I wanted to rewrite it. It has been on my mind. A recent post made me think about what happened in a different light. Names have been changed.
Some history: I started having sex at a young age. As a guy it was a dream come true. But I had never been able to cum from sex. Gigantic hit to my self-esteem and confidence. It was great for whoever I was having sex with because I could last forever. It just sucked for me because I would always just be left still hard as a rock needing to explode.
This story takes place 5 years ago. I was in my school working on my degree. At the time I was really lonely. I had been single for a while. I tried real hard to find someone to be with. All the wrong reasons; just wanted to hold a girls hand, sex would be nice, someone to talk to. Totally looking for the physical needs never really the true emotional needs.