[F] The Plan

I arrived at the hotel room right on time. I’m pretty punctual like that. Endorphins are coursing through me. I’m wet and have been for a while. I knock on the door, butterflies in my stomach, and subconsciously hold my breath.

He’s there. He opens the door and smiles. I like his smile. He doesn’t do it enough though. All he has to do to turn me on is smile at me.

The door closes behind me and I smile back. I’m always very happy to see him. “Hi!” I say cheerfully. I want to reach for him immediately. Put my arms around his neck and pull him in for one of the best kisses I’ll ever have. But I don’t. I tell him to go sit down on the bed, and with a gentle poke to his chest, move him in that direction.

Following him there, my eyes focused on his face, I fall to my knees and start removing his shoes. He’s watching me. I’m not moving very fast. I want to, believe me. I want to jump on him. Devour him with my hands and mouth and tongue. My whole body. But I will wait.

[FM] The rendezvous turned out to be so much better (Infidelity)

I’d be lying if I said I never thought I’d do something like this. I mean, I’ve done it before. I’ve flown away and met up with a guy I knew just to fuck him, while I was in a relationship as a young 20-something. I fucked a guy in a car when I was waiting in line for tickets once, while I was dating someone else. But now, I’m married. I’m responsible. I’m not twenty any more. I’m not *supposed* to do this kind of thing.

But I did. And I am. And I love it.

Brock is so smart and sexy. His eyes are lovely. He tries to be a pretty serious man. Doesn’t like to show his hand, as they say. It’s quite a contrast to my apparent impulsiveness. I’m pretty sure my seemingly care-free attitude makes him a little nervous because he’s having an affair too. Married and not leaving his wife. Just like me, married and not leaving my husband.