Thank you everyone for your advice and suggestions on my previous post (here: http://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/3ky5ez/ff_maybe_the_most_insane_situation_of_my_life/). I'm still having trouble processing this so please hear me out.
A lot of you were worried about the lack of consent in the first incident with Beth. When I read back over my post I agree it's hard to argue otherwise. I don't think anybody said the "R" word but it's been freaking me out a little. Sometimes I feel pretty gross that I liked it so much.
I was really agonizing over the whole thing, going both ways about what I was going to do if Beth reached out again. I've almost said something to Aaron but didn't know how. I thought maybe if it didn't go any further then I could just pretend the whole thing never happened, and eventually I could forget about it. Well, that didn't happen.
I mentioned earlier that Aaron and I were working together to organize an event. Without getting into too much detail, it was a fundraiser, basically. I knew ahead of time Beth would probably be there. I was so, so nervous about seeing her. How would she act? How was I supposed to act?