[M4F] Why I want to indulge in my voyeuristic side

All my life I have been fascinated with voyeuristic tendencies. Recently I have begun to explore them and have also looked into myself, to see why it is such a big fantasy of mine. Some of the events written here may or may not be true, as my mind has reshaped and forgotten things over the years. But here is my story..

Ever since I was a young boy, let's say about 8 years old, I've been excited by the idea of watching girls, unseen. I had found my first nudie mag, at a construction site. My much older sister knew about it, and told me "that's what the girls look like in the locker room at school." She would tease me from time to time with stories of seeing so-and-so naked there (neighbors, her friends, etc.).