My first and only time [MM]

Hello everyone. I’m new to posting here. Hope this is ok to do. This is NSFW and please be 18+ I honestly don’t know what to gain from this post. Just something I’ve experienced in my life and have always wanted to share. Just never really had anyone to share it with. To give you a point of reference this happened when I was 22. I’m 42 now.

Just like everyone at the age of 22 I was curious. Curious about everything. However, I was most curious about anything that had to do with sex. At this particular point in my life I was curious as to what it would be like to be with another man sexually. This was a idea that I just couldn’t shake. I watched gay porn, looked at men over the internet. Was fascinated by the shapes and sizes of other men’s cocks. It’s was all that was on my mind. I even started calling a local party line and would have phone sex. The talks and JO sessions only gave fuel to the fire of my desire.