so. little backstory: B is my very best friend in the world and has been for 10 years. we have always been like, flirty and overly sexual with each other, but in a “friendly way”, so we went through that whole “will they? wont they?” stuff. we did experiment a bit when we were 14. but i grew up in a very religious home. and being interested in anyone except the opposite sex was a big no no. my parents eventually found out and didnt let us see each other for months. but jokes on them, it brought us closer. B realized she was into women, i realized i couldnt like anyone but cishet men without my parents threatening to disown me. went into denial for YEARS. but B was there for me. and was patient with me while i figured out my shit. and i eventually did.