[MF]Before I moved

So I had to move across the country this year because I got laid off and I moved in with my grandparents so I could get ready for college.
But I know this girl, she lived behind me for the past four years, and we’d gotten pretty close. We’d kissed a couple times and even traded nudes, but she started going to college a couple hours away and I was working minimum wage in a hick town so it never really got much more than that.
So I’ve been talking to her, telling her I’m moving out and going across the country, she asks if I’m doing anything that night. I say no, and she says she’ll meet me at the fence behind our houses that night.
I’ve been kinda mopey all day, so I go out there expecting her to tell me goodbye and cry or something. But she doesn’t; when I walk up to the fence, she’s wearing a thin hoodie and joggers (it’s cold out, mind you), she unzipped the hoodie and showed me she wasn’t wearing anything underneath. She asks me to come over the fence to her side, and we find a (kinda) soft spot behind some bushes, where she takes her hoodie off completely. I don’t really know what she’s got planned at this point, but she undoes my fly and eventually gets my cock out and starts blowing me. I’m not super astonished at this, I mean, we’d made jokes about it before, but my astonishment skyrockets when she (with no prep) goes all the way down and deepthroats me. Now, I’m not huge, I’m secure in that, but this girl somehow gets all the way down to the ball without gagging. And I know for a fact I was the first closest thing she had to a boyfriend. Well, we keep going, and the inevitable happens; I jizz in her mouth. She doesn’t seem to care and just swallows it. When we’re done and she comes up I was like “wait, you swallowed it?!” And just replied with “yeah? I didn’t really know what was happening at first, but it wasn’t that bad”
It’s a mothafuckin Christmas miracle, Charlie Brown! This girl can deepthroat AND swallow? And sees no problem or effort to it? Gawddamn!
But eventually the party had to end, and now I’m living 1,800 miles away from her sweet blowjob skills.
I’m living with my grandparents now, trying to stretch out my last fifty bucks. Everyone calls me a loser, my parents won’t talk to me much anymore, and I’m pretty sure my grandparents do t want me here.
Sorry if the story was shite, and sorry if the sobstory sucks ass. But I’ve got really nothing left to lose now even if I get banned.
So, ladies, my inbox is open to nudes of all kinds, gonna see if that fixes my shite month.
Hope y’all have fun. And happy thanksgiving.