Like for a lot of other women, penetrative sex was not enjoyable right away for me. Unlike a lot of women, it is now my absolute favorite thing in the world. It is the easiest way to make me cum.
I remember the first time I was able to open myself up to loving it. I was 21 (this was about 6 years ago) and had started a very flirty, teasing relationship with an older guy – he was 40ish. Let’s call him Rick.
Rick traveled often for work so a lot of the early part of our relationship was online. We flirted and sent each other other dirty pictures… I’d never felt such a sexual connection to anyone before this… I’d only slept with one guy before this (I was a bit sheltered) but I remember he would say things to me like… “You know I’m going to fuck you, right?” And it would make me melt because I’d never felt like a guy fucking me was inevitable and it was amazing he could almost dominate my thoughts/desires through the phone. I couldn’t imagine how much more intense it would feel once he finally fucked me.