Becoming a nasty MILF bimbo [MF][hotwife]

Hi r/gonewildstories! I’ve been a lurker for a long time and finally worked up the courage to make a post. I’m a married, 39 year old woman, and I noticed that most of the posts on this sub are by younger sluts who are very daring and out there, so I hope you guys would enjoy hearing stories from an older milf as well. :)

I’ve always been a pretty sexual person, and my husband loved that about me, but due to the fact that we’ve been so busy with our careers, we haven’t really had a chance to explore that side of me. My husband is not a very… vigorous lover, and most of the time we’d end up just talking about our fantasies rather than act them out, and oftentimes they’d involve… someone else besides my husband because some of the things we wanted to happen in the fantasies are kinda unrealistic for my husband. I’ve always been a very submissive girl in bed, and my husband never really took advantage of that. I wanted to be roughed up in bed, slapped, spit on, have my hair pulled, my face stepped on… Just typing that out is already turning me on… But my husband just couldn’t do any of that, even though he too loved to talk about it, watch porn with that kind of stuff in it, etc. I guess thinking about it and doing it are two different things for him.