I was friends with a guy but I really liked him ‘Ryan’, and I kept dropping hints but he just didn’t seem to get the memo that I was really into him, I wasn’t bold enough to just directly say it to him either. So I had the dumb idea of let me just make myself look easy, guys love easy girls right?
We were both friends with another guy ‘Justin’, he was definitely a guy that liked to fuck around and he had always wanted me but I kept turning him down, I was not attracted him, just never had the desire. He always talked about his sexual escapades with us and other friends. So again, the wonderful idea pops up in my head that if I fucked Justin he would talk about it with Ryan and maybe that would finally get Ryan to look at me in that kind of way.