[F] I felt like i was my friends cuck during a threesome with my crush and my friend

I’m the least attractive in my friend group, like face wise they are a lot prettier , and even having seen their bodies all, I have by far the ugliest body out of them … which is okay but that kinda made me always the bridge that guys take to get to any of them ..

I’m not that hot that I don’t get the chance to be picky and I give everyone a chance, but unlucky for me , 90% of those guys are aiming at getting closer to another friend or so .

Having those hot friends made me encounter alot of very hot guys that are way above my league .

Which kinda makes me always jealous of how often I get so attracted to a guy and I end up seeing him with one of my friends…

Like the best I ever get was just a quickie cause they were drunk and didn’t find better and when I try to talk to them again later and ask them out they just call it a drunken mistake.