Okay so I know that what I did was wrong and I am ashamed of it but I have never told anyone about doing it so that’s why I am sharing it here .
I was 18, new in college. I wasn’t a hot nor attractive not popular girl , I was just a normal girl that didn’t get attention from the hot guys and ended up with the geeky groups or nerds or just not cool people .. I would get a lil attention from men from those groups but honestly I didn’t want them , I just wanted some of the hot guys at uni and just had a huge crush on them .
Anyway, at the start of the year , I was put in a group work with a very hot girl. And we ended up being friends .. it started with just a homework / project friendship where I would help her . But she was nice and she started inviting me to the cool parties.