Inviting over my FWB after another date ditched me [FM]

If some of you have read my (25F) previous post, I’ve recently jumped into the world of online dating, specifically tinder. I met my current FWB (Jake, 27M) on there in April, and we’ve been having regular sex since then. But there’s not much of a romantic connection, it’s purely physical (and amazing).

A few weeks ago I was swiping again, looking for I don’t even know what, maybe some excitement. I matched with this cute 27yr old guy, we shall name him Greg. I thought he was super cute, we texted, we went out for coffee (which was such a great date, we talked non stop). We kept texting, decided on a second date which was supposed to happen last night. Drinks at my place. I had bought things, cleaned my apartment, shaved myself, the whole package. Well, Greg goes ahead and cancels on me last minute. This bummed me out severely, since I had been looking forward to seeing him again and maybe making out a bit. My low self confidence rears its ugly head in these kinds of situations, my brain telling me well he obviously doesn’t like you.

First time with a shorter guy + condom broke [FM]

A few months ago I (25F) decided I desperately needed to get back into the dating game. I had recently stopped taking birth control and my sex drive was BACK lmao. Before downloading tinder in April this year I had been on a complete dry spell since before the C-word.

I had been swiping away for a few days when I matched with, let’s call him Jake, a 27yr old half Thai, half German (this all takes place in Germany). I thought he looked cute, he drove a motorcycle and just generally seemed nice. Oh and he is super fit. Which almost led me to swipe left, since I sometimes tend to be a bit self conscious about approaching sporty/thin guys (I am on the curvier side of things).
We chatted away, and things immediately got flirty. I’ve never given anyone my number faster. At this stage we also discovered that he’s a few centimetres shorter than I am. I could tell he was a bit apprehensive, but I told him hey, you won’t notice once I lay flat on the bed ;). We exchanged a few pictures, sexted a bit. Usually I’m not into dick pics, but wow… when he sent me a full body pic with his erect penis on full display, I immediately got turned on. His dick is about 7 inches long and thick. When I went to bed that night, I played with myself while thinking about how good his dick would feel inside me.