I’ve always known that I wanted a very unique relationship so dating was relatively hard. I mean you can’t just tell a guy on the first date that you want him to dominate you although I’ve heard from many that guys actually want to hear that. But being in a relationship that is as equally trusting, caring, loving, and supportive is so much more than being tied to a bed and fucked relentlessly for hours.
Dating apps weren’t cutting it anymore I was tired of having to sneak my kinks and fetishes “until an appropriate time” and let’s face it most men didn’t even get a second date let alone a third! And Kink websites were also a letdown because most encounters (conversations) were with men who just wanted a friend with benefits or a quickie but nothing committed.
Where does one go now when they’re left with no options, Guess I’m left fantasizing about the idea of finding a man who is my version of a prince charming. A man who will take me out, buy me flowers and shower me with affection, and then in the bedroom, a beast who is in control to who I can submit and give my all.