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I am a super virgin. I have completed none of the bases with anyone, and the closest I ever went with someone was kissing them on the cheek for a theatre show. I have rotten luck. Do you know that triangle meme that’s like 3 ends of the spectrum and pick 2. For me, it was: 1. someone who liked me back 2. someone who I would trust in a relationship or to do any of the steps and 3. someone who lived relatively close to me (the closest person who filled 1 and 2 lives 6 hours away). You see my dilemma.
Just because I haven’t done anything, doesn’t mean I haven’t done research though. When I was a sophomore in college (late 19, early 20), I had the closest to a ho phase as I have experienced, did a lot of research in incognito mode, and had a lot of alone time since I didn’t have a roommate and needed the destress from physics and my other classes.