First time sucking a rod! [MM]

I’ve always wanted to tell someone about my first time but no one around me knows I’m Bi so I’ve chosen you guys to hear about it (feel honored). Also, it was border line dangerous so I thought it would be an interesting read. The first time I gave head was two years ago, I was 22 in my final year of college. Everything in this story is the truth, God shall smite me and my family if any of it is fabricated. I tend to write long stories don’t hate me.

Prior to this I had fallen down the rabbit hole of bi-curiosity and was constantly masturbating to blowjob videos on spankbang (my favorite porn website). I did not like men but the submissive nature of giving head was so arousing that I couldn’t help constantly fantasize about cock. Two months later I built up the courage and started posting ads on craigslist. I was just chatting with guys but never built up the courage to go all in (a lot of disappointed guys in the world :p ). Also, because I was attracted to the submissive nature of the act my ads were a little extreme, especially for someone who had never sucked a cock. They read something like: Submissive Boy Looking for an Alpha to Worship. Yeah I know cringe worthy. As you guys can assume, this attracted a lot of freaks on craigslist. Still I was oblivious from all the hormonal arousal going through my body and didn’t think anything of it. As time goes on I get tired of just chatting and fantasizing and now adamantly declare that I will suck some dick! In hindsight I should of changed the ads to something more mellow but alas I am a wild spirit who will have a cock in his mouth!