[FM] I get myself off fantasizing about an older married man.

I [28F] can’t stop fantasizing about fucking my married older coworker [46M]

We met a year ago when I started a new job and he did some of my company orientation. He walked through the door and shook my hand and I felt electrified. The heat rose quickly into my cheeks. And elsewhere. He’s tall and always well groomed, with a shock of silver hair, a beard, and a smile that makes me bite my lip. He’s got the dad bod going on but honestly, it’s so sexy. I want to run my hands over every last inch of him.

We hit it off instantly. We’re in different departments but we cross paths every week or so. Every time we do he always wraps me up in a huge hug that lingers a little longer than it should. His smell is intoxicating. He smiles so big it just makes me melt, and makes me wish I’d brought spare panties.

I always tell myself that he’s so friendly with everyone, I’m reading into it too much. There’s no way he reciprocates. But there’s also no way he can’t see me eye fucking him every-time we meet.