My first and only time with an older man [M]

First and last time with an older man

my first and only time with a man

First and only time with a guy

I’ve(22m) never shared this story with anyone, not even my current gf who’d probably like it. It’s my first time posting, but I think it belongs here. It’s a long story, tldr at the end.

This happened about four years ago. I’ve always consider myself straight, but around that time I had just gotten out of a long term relationship that I was in since high school and was very lonely and very horny. I started jacking off on Omegle and getting real turned on by watching other guys jack off. Never thought I’d be into that, but seeing another cock cum because of me was a huge turn on.

After awhile doing it online wasn’t enough so I decided to do it irl. I was young and had never done anything like this so I turned to the internet, found the m4m on Craigslist and started browsing. I didn’t want sexual or anything, just wanted to watch someone else jack off.