[M] My (31) little summer story

I was thinking on writing this weeks ago, so here is my little story with a misstress. Note that this is my first post ever and english is not my native language, so sorry if I make some mistakes.

Before summer, I met a misstress online and we talked a bit about our fantasies. She told me that she was in a vanilla relationship time ago, but she wants to make her bdsm fantasies truth, like denial, edge, chasity with a cage, cbt… believe me, she is so imaginative and, because i’m so new in this, a part of me was afraid but another was exciting.

About me, like I said, I’m new to this and I never tried anything but I really want to try it, I fantasize with a little of chasity and make my balls get big and full of cum, or be her toy while she edges and facesits me… and yes, I love to edge and ruin my orgasms, I love to feel like a milk machine to only be used like an object to pleasure her, and objects don’t feel orgasms. Recently, because of her, I began to tie and squeeze my balls till are blue.