Paying it forward [MF]

I don’t know how long this will be but I know it will be poorly written. Lol bear with me.

I’d like to think my stance on virginity is realistic and easy to understand. For one、 I don’t believe it’s a tangible thing. The way most people see it、it’s a concept. A tool for control. Blah blah blah.

I believe virginity is simply lacking any experience in a specific thing. In this case sex. That lack of experience doesn’t affect your character or make you more or less holy than anyone else. Just means you haven’t had sex yet. It’s not some super spiritual life changing thing. Weighed against all of the (better) sex you will have it’s almost meaningless to obsess over it. You’ll rarely think about it. (Unless you’re writing about it like I did in one of my other stories.)

But that doesn’t mean your first experience should be rushed or treated in a completely casual/careless manner unless that’s what you want. A good first experience can lead you to believe sex is a good thing so long as consent and comfort exist.

[MF] She told me how she felt、then told me

Brace yourselves. This is long and poorly written.

I used to hang out in one of the common areas on campus. This one was nice because it felt semi secluded being tucked in the lowest level of one of the buildings on campus. It had a few computers, a study room and a video room. I was in the habit of watching anime or whatever else in the video room with some of the more frequent guests.

As a result, we got to know each other pretty well and became like a little pocket community within this sparsely populated area of campus. I had gotten so close with one of the girls “M” that it was normal for me to pop into room and rest my head on M’s lap whenever there was a movie going. It started as a joke at first but became something like a ritual.. yall.. when I tell you M’s thighs were soft… marshmallows don’t even begin to describe them. It got to a point she’d stroke my hair during the movies and I’d kind of pass out.

[MF] And then she told me what she does for a living

Your first real trip away from home as an adult is always interesting. I was going to texas and while that isn’t terribly far, I had never been this far from home on my own (albeit with friends). The plan was simple. We were going to visit a friend that had moved there recently. We’d hang out, play games and goof off.

Fate had a different plan. Some issues with his place meant that we’d have to find hotel rooms on short notice and would likely be there the remainder of the trip. This was fine as we could still hang when he wasn’t putting out fires. So we check into a middle of the bunch hotel each with our own separate rooms.

As I’m walking toward my room I see a girl. She’s got short blonde hair that ends just above her shoulders and when I tell ya’ll she was the definition of thick.. webster’s had flown in to take picture examples for the dictionary.

She sat on it in everyone’s presence [FM]

My first year of college was eye opening. I had never dated let alone kissed a girl. Even in the face of X girl thinking i’m cute or being told so and so has a crush on me, I just never had the interest. That is until college. For reasons, I was late moving into the dorms but I had the chance to get situated and meet my roommate. Nice guy, kinda geeky and loud but still my kinda people.

We agree to meet at the rec center later to chop it up and so he could show me around campus. When it was time we headed out and ran into one of this friends. His best friend in fact. She was a short girl looked to be Hawaiian or mixed asian.. I didn’t know. She was cute, slender and had a surprisingly fat ass when she turned around. Not like big but tight and plump. The thing that threw me off was how intensely she was staring at me. My friend was doing introductions and she cut him off to shake my hand and tell me her name. Then proceeded to ask me a lot of person questions but me being inexperienced, I just thought she was energetic. We all agree to hang out and watch a movie later.