48 year old married guy here…
22 years ago, I was dating this girl for about 4 years. Her guy cousin was married to this girl I could never take my eyes off. She was the same age as me, around 26 at the time. I thought she was incredibly sexy. The way she dressed, the way she talked, etc. Wore short shorts and tight tank tops a lot, and had an amazing body. I got along great with her. The 4 of us often hung out when I saw my girlfriend. I would sleep at my girlfriends house, and think of her cousins wife when I had sex with her. I also used to jerk off to her constantly.
Her husband (my girlfriends cousin) had his 30th birthday was at their place. About 20-30 people at the house on a Friday evening. She was looking amazing, dressed in a short stretch skirt, nice pair of heels, and a crop top. I could not take my eyes off her the whole night. About 2 hours into the party, I went into their downstairs bathroom, and didnt come out for about 40 minutes. A few knocks at the door but I say the usual “be right out” bullshit.