Who I am

I am little.
No, that does not mean I want to be diapered. I don’t. I’m also not into many other popular “little activities” such as coloring or playing with stuffed animals… although I do have my one very special panda bear that I still sleep with when I’m alone. My little-self thrives on cuddles, ice-cream, verbal praise, extra-long hugs, nose “boops,” and forehead kisses. I am little because I have an innate need to be loved and cared for in the way that only a genuine Daddy-Dom can.

As a little, I want to be made to feel innocent and small. At times, I need my Daddy to make me feel like I am inexperienced, fragile, and helpless. I’m just a little girl, after all, and I’m in need of a Daddy’s expertise, guidance, and protection. Little else can compare to the sense of safety and security I feel knowing that my Daddy will be there to meet my needs and oversee my care.

What I am looking for

Yes, that’s right. I am doing what I never wanted to have to do. I am spelling it all out for you because apparently I cannot find what I am looking for without doing so. So please read carefully =]

This is what makes me mad:

“Dominants” who claim online, and even in person, to have so much experience in their trade, and then when it comes down to an actual scene or session, I find that they know close to nothing.

“Dominants” who act like timid kittens when I bring out my bag of toys. Please, don’t glance at the toys, blush, and then put them in the corner, never to use them on me or for your own benefit. I brought them for a reason! And chances are that if I have a particular toy, then I am probably into that sort of play.

“Dominants” who want or need me to write them a script/playwrite for a session. I am a sexual submissive. In a scene or approaching a scene, I cannot and will not tell you what to do… That would just be very unnatural for me. And besides… I do love that nervous anticipation of not knowing what is coming. Plus, planning it out ahead of time (or in the moment, as an experienced and/or natural Dominant should be able to) is your job anyways. My job is to serve, obey and please.