Ever since the big pandemic I have become a bit reclusive. Only ever meeting up with one of my FWBs. Less than once a week. I am slowly getting out there, reactivating some other FWBs for some fun to have. With one of them I have been chatting about how fun it would be to get tied up by him when he has friends over and they can just fuck me whenever they like. It got a bit more concrete before everybody wasn’t seeing anybody anymore. My mental health took quite a hit then. I said ‘no’ more often than yes even when restrictions got lifted during low number weeks. I was just scared, still am scared of the virus to be honest. But I also just need to get fucked!
There have been some positive developments in my personal life in those years which I am more than happy about. But this story is not about that. Let’s just say I got some encouragement from someone very close to me.