Disclaimer: Please excuse my english. I’m not a native speaker.
Also sorry for the length of it. It’s my first time writing a text like the one below .I hope I’ll get better in the future. Any criticism or directions are welcomed .
A few background facts.
I’m considered a late bloomer (now 38 M). I had my first kiss when I was 25 and first time sex 30 years old with an escort . From the age of 18 until around 32 I was a totally sexually frustrated young man with a constant thirst for sex .
Anyway! The following story happened during the summer of 2016.
It was after me and my now ex gf decided to break up after 3 years of a slightly toxic relationship. It was a 3 years period filled with pure vanilla sex and emotional blackmailing. Out of this situation I was left broken and with a bucket list full of desires and fantasies.