[TFMMM+] Tramphetamine–that time I 25 [TF] got really screwed up on drugs and consequently got my fat behind really screwed up, too

So elephant in the room–I’m a trans girl. Not sure if ya’ll are interested in trans sluts (some of you will find “trans slut” to be a needlessly redundant expression, and this story will not disabuse you of that notion) but that’s what this story is about. The events I’m describing are all basically true as I recall them, some minor details have been changed for privacy reasons, some artistic license was taken in writing dialogue. IE, I don’t always remember exactly what a person said, and especially not in the context of this story, as you’ll see. But I’m very good at holding onto the broad strokes of my conversations, the emotional tone, etc., so you can take most of the dialogue to be very close to what was actually said, or in the very least, know that it perfectly captures the spirit of the moment!

**Content warnings:** per the subreddit rules, this post **does not** contain any depictions of non-consent, but there is a short description of what some may consider dubious consent (which involved only me–and to clarify, in retrospect, I consider it to have been **fully consensual**) and descriptions of substance abuse. You’ve been warned!

[T]he roommate situation. One trans girl living with two straight males, a story about a group of friends who cave into cheap sexual urges and keep shameful secrets from everybody else they know.

Soooo, I’m a 23-year-old trans girl, completely passable, often told I’m cute, am often hit on by guys who are surprised when I tell them what’s up. If you want to know more about me including some pics I’ve posted, check out my post history! I’ve only been sexually active with guys for about a year now, but it’s been a hell of a year. (A story about my first time is also in my post history).

Recently, I moved in with a couple of straight male roommates. One of my roomies I’ve known for years and consider a good friend (we’ll call him Adam), the other is a friend of his who I didn’t know all that well until more recently (we’ll call him Jeromy).

To preface this, I knew for sure Adam wasn’t into me sexually and after hanging out with Jeromy a few times, I didn’t get that vibe from him either (or I never would have moved in, I don’t need that kind of drama in my life.) So when they offered me a chance to move into a new vacancy at their really nice house for really cheap, I jumped on it!

My first [T]ime having sex with a [M]ale.

So first, about me: I’m a 23-year-old trans girl, I started living full time as a female two (and a half) years ago. Before that, I spent about two years on aggressive hormone therapy (which I am still on today). I’m 5’8, blonde hair, blue eyes, 130 pounds, perky B cup breasts, and a really big heart-shaped ass that stretches out my skirts and that I’m told looks exceptionally feminine.

Up to only a few months ago, I was dating females. Granted, it was harder for me to make sexual connections after I began to transition and have a more feminine appearance of my own, but there really are plenty of females out there who like to play around with trans girls.

I’ve always fantasized about men. As early as middle school, even as I was only just beginning to scrape the surface of my sexuality and gender, many of my masturbation fantasies involved me being in a feminine role and doing things for men. The thing is, the men in my fantasies had always been sort of generic. I was masturbating to the **idea** of a man finding me attractive and having sex with me as if I were a girl. I never really tried to imagine a face or a type of body. Just the fact of a guy wanting me and putting his cock inside me.