[FM] Tales of my pregnancy, 1st Trimester (Part 2, wait this is a kink?)

Recounting my sexual experience from my pregnancy over 3.5 years ago. Some of it more sexy (and kinky) than others. Starting with the beginning and going one by one. Here’s Part 2 of my 1st trimester

**First Trimester**

*[MF] heightened gag reflex, wait pregnancy is a kink?*

After my first experience of morning sickness, I worried I was about to go through some hellish times. I’d heard some horror stories of bad pregnancies, and you can go down a real reddit rabbit hole. After week of brutal mornings and exhausted days, I woke up one day feeling absolutely excellent. A wave of energy over me, including an appetite for something sexual. A quick little session with my favorite vibrator confirmed today was going to be a good day.

Spent the day finally eating good food again, going on a run, doing yoga. Feeling excellent about myself. My temporary roommate had his boyfriend coming over, and considering I was couch surfing until I could get an apartment, I decided all signs pointed to going out. Put on my tightest pair of black jeans and a baseball Jersey over a tanktop, headed out to sports bar. Grabbed a spot at the bar and got a white wine and seltzer, making myself a diluted spritzer.

[FF] Tales of a pregnant woman…first trimester (Part 1)

So as mentioned in my previous post, I am in fact a mom and have been single all the way through pregnancy and motherhood. Along with all the shock, panic, excitement, anxiety that come with seeing that little plus sign on the pee stick, I was genuinely curious what it would do to my sex drive.

At the time, I was in a real peak of sluttyness. Coming off the worst breakup of my life, I was rebounding by bouncing on whomever I could. But i had heard from some college teammates who had already had kids that their drive changed drastically once pregnant. Most of them said they really lost the majority of their appetite for sex. They were either uncomfortable, tired or just focusing their energies elsewhere. But one had the opposite experience. She became insatiable. She had never liked giving head,  but suddenly she was begging her hubby to whip out his dick. Even more to my curiosity, was she confided that her husband got kinkier. She didn’t reveal too many details. But said he had never been so handsy than when her body started changing, and that he got more creative sexually.

[FM] knocked up from one night with an asshole

So this was 4 years ago, now have a 3 year old…

I had recently broken up with my longest term partner. She broke my fucking heart (yes I’m bi). I lived with her, she told me not to worry about a job so I hadn’t worked for a couple years. Was and still is the best sexual partner of my damn life. Then…she kicked me out with the casualness as if we hadn’t made a life together. I found a couch to crash on and went into a bit of a spiral. Started fucking a bunch of guys, which I hadn’t had a desire to fuck men for years. But it was easy and felt like the opposite..like I was rebelling all over again.

Anyways, went to this dive bar near the place I was staying. This kinda tough looking older dude, I was almost 26 and he was 41 – figured he was a biker or punk type guy, found out later he was just a warehouse manager who wanted to look cool – bought me some drinks. I wasnt exactly that hard to get. I mean, I was on a shitty futon at the place I was crashing…few drinks and some darts (I won) led to him having to smoke me out. Go back to his truck, he rolls a joint and before it’s done he had me pinned to the truck with my hand feeling his bulge.