I [40F] seduced my gynecologist in his office. [mF]

I got a new gynecologist last year,
who’s actually a resident (He’s in his late twenties). He’s incredibly hot. All his patients swoon over him, and I am no exception. He is also brilliant. He’s helped me get out of possible breast cancer and has always been very kind to me. He’s also gay, so he is like forbidden fruit. A few weeks ago, I had an appointment. He works at a small clinic. I went in for my check-up as usual. He asked me to take off my blouse so that he could feel my breasts for any bumps, since we already had a slight scare with a previous benign tumor on my left breast. I did as told.

He started massaging them and his face was so close to mine, he looked really sexy and I just couldn’t resist. I knew for a fact no one would see us because it was just us in the clinic that day. He opened up a spot just for me because my results came back. So… since we were alone, I locked my legs around his waist, grabbed his face and started kissing him. He pulled back and said he’s gay and my doctor, and that this was wrong.