I 22 [F] live part of my days as livestock on my familys farm and love it

Im new to this sub, someone recommended it to me. So I live in a much quieter part of the UK with my parents who own a pig farm. We are normal for the most part, but we keep very secret the fact that I spend a few hours most days now in the pig pens. If anyone knew irl that doesnt already ot would be devastating but I find it and risking talking about it a huge turn on and honestly just a relief because ita been such a secret for ages 😂