[FM] Grinding on dick at the club

This is my second post on this subreddit. As mentioned on my other post, I’m newly single.

I’ve been going out lately and have gone to the club a few times as well. When at the club I look for an attractive guy to dance with; specifically shy ones kind of just chilling at a table/the bar. Those are usually nicer and I like showing them a good time. When I dance with an attractive guy at the club I like to bend over and start grinding on his dick until I feel it get hard. Once it’s hard I like to take him over to a wall and start pressing my ass harder on his dick and pelvis. I’ll feel his dick trying to pop out of his pants and I’ll move my ass up and down so he can imagine what it’d be like to fuck me. When I feel it get stiff, I take him back to his table and sit on him face front and start rubbing my pussy on his dick. I’m always in a dress wearing a thong so it’s like I’m literally rubbing myself with a pole. I especially like it when they wear thin pants because their dick pops out more. I pretty much like to masturbate on a guy’s rock hard dick in a dark club. I like the idea of people watching me; men wish I were doing that to them and women just judge. The attention is nice. I like getting it. I don’t go out to the club much (it’s only been twice) but when I have, men really seem to enjoy what I do to them. I like doing it too. Maybe one day I’ll actually let one fuck me.

[F] I want to have sex with my crush but he’s taken

[F] I recently contacted a crush who I’ve wanted to sleep with for a while. Unfortunately, for the past 6 years I was in a relationship so I never could. However, now that I’m single I want to ride the shit out of his dick…but now HE has a girlfriend. Not to sound conceited but my p**** and sex are bomb as hell and I just want to give it to him. I’m also aware of my attractiveness and know he’s been crushing on me since high school. Although he has a girlfriend and we only spoke casually through text, I know he still has a crush on me.

Should I go for it and get bad karma or just go have sex with someone else?