[F] how a frat party train ruined my reputation in college

I’m not gonna tell the long story cause it’s very long . But yea I was a freshman girl, i was quite insecure and lonely :. So I tried to participate in many parties to try and meet friends or potential dates.

Also freshman girls would be invited to many frat parties because frat boys like to have fun with innocent freshman girls and because to us new comers those boys are like so hot and we would be easily attracted to them cause of their looks and popularity…

And ofcourse a lot of those frat parties would end up in getting drunk and waking up next to a one of the boys not knowing really what happened because alcohol was t my strong suit. But that happened to a lot of girls … and even if I didn’t like the fact that I did that…. But part of me thought that this made me friends with the guy and made him attracted to me . Where in reality he just wanted a hole so he can empty himself and I was that to him