Hey Reddit (: I’ve been trying to post this for a while, I hope it works now lol
Why was I a virgin? Years and years of depression (… and more) and a whole lot of insecurities. The last time I had had a libido was when I was 14 but I started Lexapro last November and it’s definitely no coincidence this has been the best year of my life ☺️. And this event just added to it… <3 + I didn’t wanna push it either? Like, I wanted to have it with the right person. Which… Might sound a bit weird in this context cause this guy I’m talking about I only met for the first time that very day HAHAH. The thing is… He looks like a more handsome version of my crush from school, even my sister said so without me asking or anything. He was genuinely the only reason I went to school back then so I was quite surprised to say the least HAHAH. We were meeting up pretty spontaneously and met on Hinge just a day before (I hate texting for too long or anything like that). But I digged his vibe and I did irl, too. Hehe.