[F] Masturbation in the Rain

This is a short story, but I had to tell it. There’s a lot of buildup, so sorry if that’s not your thing…

Normally, Summer is when I end up having the most anonymous sex. It’s just easier to get around and the nice weather makes me horny. This Summer however, I haven’t really been feeling up to it. There’s just too much work involved honestly, and even though I have a few friends who’d be down to come over and dick me, I’ve been having a lot more fun just taking care of myself.

If you’ve read much of my stuff, you probably know I enjoy masturbating in public from time to time. I’ve been feeling a little less daring lately, so even that hasn’t happened much. I’ve pretty much just been riding my Hitachi every night before bed to keep my head clear, but that’s about it. No crazy adventures to speak of.

The other day however, I did do something worth writing about…

[MF] Cruising for D at the VFW

If you’ve read my older posts and/or talked to me, you might have gathered that I’m a very sexual person. At times, it reaches levels that might be considered hypersexual. Maybe I have a real problem, I can’t tell, but so far, it hasn’t been a problem per se.

I’ve actually done things to try to suppress these feelings and focus on other stuff, I spent the last year or so working on it and trying my best to just stick to masturbation when I get really horny. Usually with enough toys and pornography, I can entertain myself quite well. I even bought a fucking machine for when I just want to get pounded hard for a long time, something I used to seek out frequently (sometimes you just want to get off with no hands, you know?)

So after this year or so of really focusing on myself and not engaging in any risky sexual encounters, I started to get some very strong urges. I gave in to one of those urges not long ago, you can read about it in my last post. It was certainly fun and insanely satisfying, but it wasn’t enough for me to be satisfied for long, nothing ever is.

[FFM] Tag team virgin slaying

FYI this is super long and there’s a lot of build up, which might not be your thing, so sorry about that.

I’ve been in a bit of slump, sexually speaking. I spend a good amount of my 20s having all kinds of risky sex with mostly strangers. I don’t regret any of it, in fact, I miss it. I started getting a little more cautious and went from MDMA fueled orgies in Montreal to basically only having sex with myself because suddenly I’m too anxious to meet up with a stranger for sex. I decided this was fine for a while, that I didn’t need to do anything crazy to get off, that it wasn’t worth the risk. I’ve been ignoring all the urges and fantasies that I used to give in to on a regular basis, I’ve become…normal.

I think the worst thing you can do is be normal. What’s next? Marriage? Home ownership? A car that wasn’t given to me out of pity by an elderly family member?? Fuck that.