[M] I can’t shake these thoughts from this past weekend away with my wife

My wife and I just got back from a 10th anniversary weekend getaway. We went with my friend and his wife who also celebrated their 8th. Theirs is two days apart from ours.

A few weeks back I posted about me catching my wife texting this guy friend nude photos of her that her and I take of her in the bedroom. She’s an attractive woman. Long sark hair green eyes, big breasts, etc. We do it for fun. We fought for a few days on her sending hem to him and things cooled down with it.

Anyway, we all spent the weekend away and had a good time. What came over me in my mind the whole weekend, no matter where we were and what we did, I had constant thoughts in my head of my friend fucking my wife. I know this probably stems from some “fantasy anger” from the pics incident, but I’m not sure. Examples: We would all be sitting in the cabin around the fire on the couches, and i would think about her sucking his cock while i watch. We would be in bed at night after they left to go to their cabin, and I would think about my wife sneaking over there and taking a pounding from him. We go out to breakfast in the restaurant, my wife wore boots and a denim skirt, and i would thing abut him sitting next to her with 3 fingers in her pussy.