[F]eeling it out with a [F]riend

Me: recently turned 30 year old bi woman with a tendency toward shyness in public

Her: a 26 year old bold young woman with a true spirit for adventure.

We met at a photography class through our local arts center. She caught my eye the moment she walked into the room. Shoulder length red hair with green eyes and an incredibly fit body. The jeans she wore seemed to be literally painted on her legs.

For a moment, I thought that she had caught me staring, but I quickly averted my eyes when she looked my way. Either she didn’t mind or she didn’t notice because next thing I knew she was settling into the seat next to me.

The scent of her perfume immediately filled my nostrils. I usually find most perfumes overbearing and offensive, but her’s was subtle and floral, an enticing and inviting aroma that seemed to brighten up the space around her.

I fought the urge to scoot my chair closer to hers, to bathe the intoxicating aura that she was exuding.

Instead, as the rest of the class settled into their seats, I mustered a small amount of confidence and turn towards her, extending my hand.

I [F] Thought my Boss’s Wife was Flirting with me, then I Masturbated in her Office. 🤦‍♀️

Was told you all might enjoy this as well! 😁

This happened a few days ago and I still feel a jolt of guilt when I think about it, but also a little buzz of excitement, so I thought sharing here might help me get over the guilt and embrace the buzz? Lol. We’ll see how that goes! 😅

So this year, our company holiday party was hosted at the CEO’s house instead of out at a restaurant like we’d done in the past. I work for a small business of about 30 or so people and at this point have either met or am on speaking terms with everyone’s significant others, except Amanda, the CEO’s wife. She is also a successful business woman in our town – actually even moreso than her husband – and for all the time I’ve worked here, we’d never crossed paths. 

I was one of the first to arrive at the party and sortly after officially meeting Amanda, I realized she was one of those enviable people who always manages to nail a first impression. She radiated warmth, welcoming and self-confidence with every word, tone and gesture, and I found as we talked that I was just intoxicated by her. Her eye contact was so steadfast and genuine that I immediately felt her interest and engagement with my side of the conversation. Her laugh was infectious and I just overall felt emotionally boosted by her presence.