I’m [f] having an affair with a guy I met online while my husbands been out of the country

My husband and I have been having some issues for a while and one night I decided to download a hook up app. I wasn’t necessarily looking to actually meet up with people, but one night I matched with this extremely handsome guy and we instantly clicked. We’ve been talking for about three months or so, some casual flirting, sexting and lots of phone calls.

My husband had to leave on a work trip out of the country a few weeks ago and that’s when I decided to meet this guy in person because our connection had been undeniable. The day after we met, I was feeling a bit lonely and decided to have him come over. We cuddled on my couch and he slowly started to trace his fingers down my back. I instantly got wet, the tingle I felt going down my spine was insane.

I looked up at him and when our eyes met, I grabbed his face and kissed him. We made out for a while until his lips started kissing my neck, this only turned me on even more. He started to grab my hair and bite my neck, I’m sitting there thinking to myself “holy shit, I want this guy inside of me”. The night ended there but I was hooked already.