[F] the day i realized i really like breast play

a couple of years ago, i was in a car making out with a man who was.. significantly older than me. at least 7 years older than me. lmao i laugh at all my memories being intimate with men because i made a lot of bad decisions meeting men i didn’t really like. if i were to give advice to anyone, i would suggest to only ever do anything intimate with someone you like 100%! if there’s one red flag, then leave.
i don’t feel any regret, because i wouldn’t know what i know now, but i feel a bit sorry for younger me. her boundaries were nonexistent. i am happy to say that my standards are a lot higher now!

i had my period that day so he wasn’t able to eat me out (to be honest i should’ve asked him to heheeee), so we just made out and i had him suck my nipples and play with my breasts.

i didn’t realize how sensitive my breasts were. (i blame the lack of sex education my parents gave me.. yeah, they didn’t give me any. i wasn’t really familiar with pleasuring myself, and i wasn’t even completely comfortable about my own body.) i distinctly remember telling him that my breasts aren’t sensitive, and he proved me wrong.

[F] getting eaten out for the first time

it was probably the most memorable experience i have ever had, because my partner at the time just kept going all night. i laugh when i think about how he needed a break and drank so much water. was mine not enough? hahaha. i remember squirming all night and overall… being loud because it was unlike anything ive ever felt.

masturbation isn’t the same. using sex toys aren’t the same. seeing someone getting pleasured from pleasuring you makes the experience so much better and i still smile thinking about it, even though it was years ago. i feel gracious to have experienced that as an “introduction” to sex. i guess it’s because i have heard so many bad first stories after having mine. sex should be fun and consensual (it’s so sexy!). nothing else turns me on than asking questions. “is this okay?” “do you like this?” “do you want to try this?” i love asking and being asked those questions.