a couple of years ago, i was in a car making out with a man who was.. significantly older than me. at least 7 years older than me. lmao i laugh at all my memories being intimate with men because i made a lot of bad decisions meeting men i didn’t really like. if i were to give advice to anyone, i would suggest to only ever do anything intimate with someone you like 100%! if there’s one red flag, then leave.
i don’t feel any regret, because i wouldn’t know what i know now, but i feel a bit sorry for younger me. her boundaries were nonexistent. i am happy to say that my standards are a lot higher now!
i had my period that day so he wasn’t able to eat me out (to be honest i should’ve asked him to heheeee), so we just made out and i had him suck my nipples and play with my breasts.
i didn’t realize how sensitive my breasts were. (i blame the lack of sex education my parents gave me.. yeah, they didn’t give me any. i wasn’t really familiar with pleasuring myself, and i wasn’t even completely comfortable about my own body.) i distinctly remember telling him that my breasts aren’t sensitive, and he proved me wrong.