[F] I fantasize about shaming my Muslim parents

(background: I’m from a repressive muslim family, my parents are deeply religious. I’m a totally out of control nympho, I masturbate almost every hour and I wish I could be a free use slut publicly. this is my strongest motivation to masturbate, it’s not real though, I hope it helps you)

I’ve had many dark fantasies, but this one gets me off very quickly. I touch my pussy and I think and fantasize about inviting some *dear* friends over to have a raw, hardcore hours long session. While I’m being fucked and it’s clear I’m overwhelmed with happiness and arousal, my parents walk in on me getting drilled and deepthroated while enthusiastically asking for more. god I would love to see the look of deep shame and embarrassment on their faces when I happily get on my knees and give that sloppy blowjob to everyone in the room while my eyes roll back in extreme pleasure.

I cum to this thought tens of times a day and every time it gets better. god I’d wish to see them soo ashamed of me that I have to act like I’m beginning them not to disowned me in a snobby tone, as proxy for saying “yeah whatever, can I go back to fucking these nice people?” the only sad thing about it is that it may never become reality :(