Kinda long post, but feel like I’ve been having a lot of lifechanging sex lately. Straight guy here got hooked on gooning/edging (esp while stoned) to bi hypno porn in the last couple months and recently in the last couple weeks decided to just dive in and try taking dick for real. Have a hot 40 yr old fuckbud nearby who has been showing me the ropes.
Been hooking up with other guys too, but mostly been sucking their dicks. It’s easier for me to get into and I’m more confident in my ability to do it, and also really need the other guy to take control to make getting fucked work. It also HURT so bad the first time I got fucked, but he introduced me to poppers during it and it def helped me learn to enjoy it (still some pain though and was sore for days). Since then he’s fucked me two more times and I’ve also gotten fucked by another guy.