Let me start off by saying this I love my gf. We’re both in our mid 20’s; we met in high school and dated through college. Conveniently our colleges were only 25 minutes away from each other which meant we spent almost every single weekend together *enter the dilemma*.
I know this sounds selfish but as of late I’ve been super anxious and worried that I haven’t had a chance to explore sex with different people. I feel this pent up nervous energy. Sometimes I can’t get hard with my gf because I feel guilty that my mind wanders to these types of thoughts.
My gf had this roommate her freshman year we’ll call her Beth. They were attached at the hip and stayed good friends and even decided to rent an apartment together to save some money. I would almost consider her like a sister because she’s always around and always comes out with us as if she’s immune to the awkward feeling you get when 3rd wheeling.