A lasting mentorship [F22/M45] [casual sex] [friends with benefits] [age difference]

To appreciate this story you have to understand I have a bucket full of daddy issues. I CRAVE attention and approval and will do anything to get it. That has seeped into every aspect of my life. I want to be the best little cock sucker a guy has ever had just as much as I want to be the best student a professor has had and the best employee my boss has ever had. I don’t need friends or hobbies, I just need gold stars and pats on the head, and a “good girl” tossed my way.

Last night with my wife. [F35/F35] [Tender]

Last night was a different vibe. Usually when I’m horny, I jump her the second she walks in the door. Or if she’s home first, I march into the house, kiss her and drag her to the shower. Last night was different. When she got home we did our normal routine; dinner, clean up, shower, snuggles. We were watching our show in bed and I’m stroking her side. I had purposely not played my hand yet, I wanted to surprise her with the intimacy. So as I’m stroking her I just slip my hand down her pajama pants.

She’s completely bald down there so I’m just petting her smoothness, letting her know how much I appreciate her grooming habits. She hugs tight and asks “whatcha doin?” In her cute little playful voice. I don’t answer, I just kiss her forehead. Slowly I start to tease lower. Stroking her lips, rubbing her clit. I build her up just to the edge of orgasm and then I ease her down. Tasting my fingers between rounds. Teasing other parts of her body while she winds down. She’s whining and moaning and squirming. Every time I bring her to the edge she whines more. Her thighs grip my hand, but I pull it free, I want to drag this out. She complains and begs. This time I make her taste my fingers. She sucks on them in a way that just tells me she needs to cum. So I kiss her and ask if she wants to cum. She eagerly says yes.