My hidden sexual past.

Having never told anyone about the things I have done in past I wanted to sort of put it out there. Just for background, I didn't have a nice childhood, my parents were fucked up, dad was an alcoholic and my mum never really cared too much.

The first time I used sex was actually how I lost my virginity. At 17 I had gone to a house party hoping to hook up with a boy I liked, unfortunately the boy I was into completely ignored me all night eventually seeing him hook up with another girl. I decided to go home. My ride home had disappeared leaving me high and dry and my parents house was in a rural area some distance away. I didn't have enough money for a taxi so I decided to walk and naturally it started to rain, I saw a taxi coming along the road and thought I could maybe see how far the money I did have would get me. I flagged the taxi down and got in the front next to the driver.