[F] I hate how weak us girls get when a guy way hotter than us hit on us and make us do pathetic things for his fun

It’s like they can control us so easily, and most of them are just liars that want a quick fuck then leave. But like there’s always that idea that comes to mind we’re I think I shouldn’t upset him in hopes he likes me and ask me out after, which never happens.

But it’s that idea plus how attractive he is that just makes it hard for us to stop him from doing anything we hate.

Like dudes like him are not nice to girls like us, they are so rough and rude. And probably would try alot of gross and degrading things on us. Because they don’t really care about us since for them we are just there to pleasure them. And once they are done they would just throw us away and go try and date hot girls.

It’s weird, because deep inside we know that’s all they want from us, but there’s that little hope inside that makes us end up doing pathetic things in hopes a hot guy gets feelings for us..

[f] As an Arab girl… I hate how my body reacts to racist hateful white men

Since traveling here for college … I found out that there’s a bunch of racists here that are against immigrants and so on .. I didn’t knew at first but by going more to parties or frat parties it becomes obvious…

My issue was that I was shy and I have a huge thing for white men.. they are so hot .. so after my first time with a guy who kinda just forced it cause I was shy as fuck and he kept doing … he was clearly a racist and clearly was getting his anger out of me … treating me very badly as an inferior in bed and all.
He treated me like trash, but I ended up orgasming real hard and it’s like a victory to him like he just owns me now and he’s right being racist…

I regretted that orgasm and hated myself for it cause I just let a racist win…

But He told others about it and I got that reputation because the others knew he was a racist treating me badly and I orgasmed from it ..