Quick background: my girlfriend is my age but due to covid we were separated as she is away for school and I am still living at home. Both my parents work healthcare so once our classes ended I had alot of free time. We tried Skype sessions a couple of times but they didn’t do much for her. We are still together to this day but I need to get this off my chest.
So, I went down the slippery slope of masturbating on flingster. At first I would click and click hoping to be paired with a female. It never really happened. I’ve never considered myself gay or even curious, but recent events have really changed my perspective. The first time I gave in and showed my cock was so hot. I loved the thrill of helping a stranger get off, and when they complimented my dick and told me they wanted to fuck me it would get me so hard. I eventually started talking dirty to them, and before I knew it I was wearing pink shirts, and trying to look like a twink. It was becoming a secret obsession. This started in late April.