18[F] My Awakening – Repressed Sexuality of a Homeschooled Christian Girl

Background: I turned 18 last September, but I grew up in a strict Christian household and have been home schooled throughout my education. The few friends I have had were vetted by my parents and mostly just from our Church group…and, of course, I was never allowed to spend any time with boys. I was forbidden access to ALL social media. Sex and sexuality was never allowed to be discussed in our household. Basically all material, content, and ideas I have ever consumed was highly filtered by my parents through the lens of their religious beliefs.

In November, my parents took my sister and I on a family vacation to Mexico. This was our first trip outside the country and the first time out on a resort. (It was such a beautiful place with kind staff all around). We stayed for nearly a month, but after a few days on the resort the parents got quite comfortable letting us roam around on our own so they could go and do their own activities. It was the first time in my life I got some freedom without supervision.

18[F] My Awakening (Update 5.0) – Suppressed Sexuality of a Homeschooled Christian Girl

November 2020, Mexico trip

Thank you to the community here ❤️. I received an outpouring of support from people who have gone through similar situations, as well as tons of messages requesting updates from my journey. There are 5 of them so far, this is the second latest one. Through this experience I’ve been able to find myself a little more, connect with some really fun and helpful people, and learned just how much I enjoy getting you guys excited through my personal stories and photos of my body. Never thought I’d ever show so much, but here we are ❤️ I love you all xxoxox

If you remember, I was suddenly awakened to my own sexuality at the beginning of the Mexico trip with family. After discovering the pool water jets through an unexpected and mind blowing orgasm (my first ever); I turned from being barely aware of my desires, to wanting to sex it up with just about any guy who was in the right place at the right time. Despite my efforts of displaying my body to the fullest the next day, no man seemed willing to approach me and make the first move. So I took matters in my own hands (literally). I approached a complete stranger and gave the lucky man a handjob. This culminated with him cumming on my ass in the pool and ditching me right away, followed by me going for another water jet solo orgasm…

18[F] My Awakening (Update 3.0) – Suppressed Sexuality of a Homeschooled Christian Girl

November 2020, Mexico trip

If you remember, I was suddenly awakened to my own sexuality at the beginning of the Mexico trip with family. After discovering the water jets and what a mind blowing orgasm they can offer, I turned from being barely aware of my desires, to wanting to sex it up with just about any stranger who was in the right place at the right time. The following day, despite my efforts to get any of the older guys at the resort to make a move on me by just strutting around the resort all day showing off my body- I was not able to have anyone approach me and make the first move. They all seemed to look and enjoyed the view…but none of them seemed willing to go any further.

I was so horny after such a sudden awaking to my desires that I felt it was time for me to take matters in my own hands. Literally. My first attempt at it was to go into the pool and swim underwater, purposely aiming to run into older men who seemed alone. I would keep my hand out ahead and let it reach them as I swam towards them. I did it with some 5-6 men. They all laughed it off, blushed, apologized for being in the way…but they all walked away. I was completely baffled. After having touched so many men, with no luck, I was getting a little upset because my horniness was growing.

18[F] My awakening (Update #3) – Suppressed Sexuality of a Homeschooled Christian girl

Thank you all for the support and love offered for both the stories and the naughty photos I have been sharing. You are all amazing and I really enjoy the attention.

Update#3: If you remember, I was suddenly awakened to my own sexuality at the beginning of that Mexico trip with family. After discovering the water jets and what a mind blowing orgasm they can offer, I turned from being barely aware of my desires, to wanting to slut it up with just about any stranger who was in the right place at the right time. The following day, despite my efforts to get any of the older guys at the resort to make a move on me by just strutting around the resort all day showing off my body- I was not able to have anyone approach me and make the first move. They all looked and enjoyed the view…but none of them seemed willing to go any further.

18[F] My awakening (Update 2.0) – suppressed sexuality of a homeschooled Christian girl

Let me start with a heartfelt “thank you” to the community here and everywhere else I’ve posted ❤️. I received an outpouring of support from people who have gone through similar situations, as well as tons of messages requesting updates from my journey. Through this experience I’ve been able to find myself a little more, connect with some really fun people, and learned just how much I enjoy getting you guys all amped up over my personal stories and photos of my body. I love it all xxoxox

UPDATE: As of my initial post, you’ll maybe remember that just back in November, as a fresh 18yro, I was out on a trip with family in Mexico on a resort. There, I experienced my first sexual awakening and realization of the pleasures of orgasms when I happened upon a very nice pool jet while being quite turned on having watched a good looking couple make out. Upon this discovery of my own sexuality I made a promise to keep exploring, wanting more of what I had missed out on.

18[F] My awakening- Suppressed sexuality of a homeschooled Christian girl

I posted this initially in a different sub as a means to recount events that were so special for me, but I really enjoyed the outpouring of support and love I got on here and Insta, so I figured I should share with a larger audience.

Background: I will try to keep it short. I turned 18 last September, but I grew up in a strict Christian household and have been home schooled throughout my education. The few friends I have had were vetted by my parents and mostly just from our Church group…and, of course, I was never allowed to spend any time with boys. I was forbidden access to ALL social media. Sex and sexuality was never allowed to be discussed in our household. Basically all material, content, and ideas I have ever consumed was highly filtered by my parents through the lens of their religious beliefs.

In November, my parents took my sister and I on a family vacation to Mexico. This was our first trip outside the country and the first time out on a resort. (It was such a beautiful place with kind staff all around). We stayed for nearly a month, but after a few days on the resort the parents got quite comfortable letting us roam around on our own so they could go and do their own activities. It was the first time in my life I got some freedom without supervision.