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Anxious handjob for a random stranger on the beach from a virgin [F]20

I was supposed to leave on a great American roadtrip around the country. However, it only lasted a couple weeks as circumstances at home required me to return on short notice.

Now, on the eve of me getting ready to leave and continue my trip, I wanted to share with you the memory that’s been keeping me up at night and I keep thinking back on very often. It gets me very excited stirring up deep feelings and desires … gets me soaking wet like I’ve never been before. It is the reason and driver for me wanting to return and continue my van trip across our beautiful country.

As you may imagine, travelling and living out of the back of my little minivan took some getting used to. One of the biggest adjustments was finding a place to shower and clean up every day! ( I can be a dirty girl, but not in that way haha 😋). In most big cities this was not an issue as a cheap big chain gym membership gave me access to numerous locations around the country. I would go in every night, do my booty workout…flirt and tease as many fellow gym goers…and finish off with a nice shower before crashing in my minivan. Read more »

18[F] First time making a man cum

November 2020, Mexico trip

Thank you all for the support and love offered for these personal stories and the naughty photos I have been sharing. You are all amazing and I really enjoy the attention 💋

If you remember, I was suddenly awakened to my own sexuality at the beginning of the Mexico trip with family. After discovering the water jets and what a mind blowing orgasm they can offer, I turned from being barely aware of my desires, to wanting to sex it up with just about any stranger who was in the right place at the right time. The following day, despite my efforts to get any of the older guys at the resort to make a move on me by just strutting around the resort all day showing off my body- I was not able to have anyone approach me and make the first move. They all seemed to look and enjoyed the view…but none of them seemed willing to go any further. Read more »

18[F] First Taste of Manhood

Over the last several weeks, I have been going a little crazy at the thought of tasting a man’s cock for the first time. That vile thought -of finally getting to experience manhood’s flavor- has been keeping me up at night. I call it vile because it’s been so intrusive and wicked, it completely took over my mind and body, to the point I would have no choice but think and fantasize about the act every waking hour.

Phallic objects around the house would make my mouth water, and my tight little virgin pussy drip. (And if you’ve seen how soaked I get when I am aroused…you know it can be quite disruptive…) It got especially bad a couple weeks ago after I decided to give a banana a whirl and use it for practice. I had no idea what I was doing, but I was determined to rehearse some of the moves I had read or heard about, and work on desensitizing my gag reflex. Ultimately, I knew I had to do something about it…and soon. Read more »

18 [F] Virgin follows stranger to his hotel room

Background (no need to read if you’ve read about my first encounter stroking a stranger):

If you remember, back in November as a fresh 18 year old, I was suddenly awakened to my own sexuality at the beginning of a Mexico trip with family. After discovering the pool water jets through an unexpected and mind blowing orgasm (my first ever), I went from being barely aware of my desires and unconsciously repressing them through my faith, to wanting to sex it up with just about any guy who was in the right place at the right time…. Despite my efforts of displaying my body to the fullest the next day, no man seemed willing to approach me and make the first move. So I took matters in my own hands (literally). I approached a complete stranger and gave the lucky man a handjob. This culminated with him cumming on my ass in the pool and ditching me right away, followed by me going for another water jet solo orgasm…
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18[F] A Virgin’s First Time Touching a Man

November 2020, Mexico trip

If you remember, I was suddenly awakened to my own sexuality at the beginning of the Mexico trip with family. After discovering the water jets and what a mind blowing orgasm they can offer, I turned from being barely aware of my desires, to wanting to sex it up with just about any stranger who was in the right place at the right time. The following day, despite my efforts to get any of the older guys at the resort to make a move on me by just strutting around the resort all day showing off my body- I was not able to have anyone approach me and make the first move. They all seemed to look and enjoyed the view…but none of them seemed willing to go any further.

I was so horny after such a sudden awaking to my desires that I felt it was time for me to take matters in my own hands. Literally. My first attempt at it was to go into the pool and swim underwater, purposely aiming to run into older men who seemed alone. I would keep my hand out ahead and let it reach them as I swam towards them. I did it with some 5-6 men. They all laughed it off, blushed, apologized for being in the way…but they all walked away. I was completely baffled. After having touched so many men, with no luck, I was getting a little upset because my horniness was growing. Read more »

A Virgin’s Celebration At Church [F] 18

For the first 18 years of my life, the church was a place of solemn worship of God. I would always prepare myself spiritually ahead of entering the church, ensuring my prayers and connection with God were sincere and dignified. I would do my best to rid my mind of any ‘bad’ thoughts, and renew efforts of letting go of my desires- to focus on being grateful for everything God has already given me.

However, the recent discovery of my sexuality through a surprise and intense out-of-the-blue orgasm, has made me hyperaware of these desires. There was no turning back. The deep introspection that followed caused my old beliefs system to collapse, giving way for a brand new paradigm to take hold- changing me forever. The lust and sinful acts that would have once given me pause for being “dirty” and “un-Holy” are now the very drivers and motivation for much of what I do. Read more »

18[F] My Awakening (Last Update)- Suppressed Sexuality of a Homeschooled Christian Girl

This is the last update from my family Mexico trip!

Background: If you already read the previous updates you may know that before November 2020 I was completely shut off from my own sexuality and desires. I was raised in a strict Christian (evangelical) household, and also homeschooled; so my family had complete control of all my social interactions and the content I consumed. In November, we took a family trip to Mexico, where I was left to my own devices at the resort for hours on end for the first time, and I discovered a side of myself that I had no idea existed. After a revelatory experience orgasming for the first time after discovering the pool water jets, I was overcome with feelings and desires I did not know how to control. So I ended up going a little crazy giving 2 handjobs to strangers…

The guy I followed back to his room to give a handjob to ended up being married…a reality that I quickly had to confront the next day, when I was sun tanning on the side of the same pool he pulled me away from. He showed up around the same time I met him there the day before, but this time not alone. He had the nerve to show up with his wife. Read more »

18 [F] Pantiless at the family and friends BBQ

I recently completed high school, so my parents decided to throw a backyard BBQ to celebrate my achievement. They invited all family and large swaths of friends and members of our church community (Evangelicals), since I didnt really have any friends of my own to invite.

Now, I’d be lying to say I don’t have at least some negative feelings towards most of the people in attendance since they are all close minded, religious fanatics, with strict and well defined gender roles I do not align with. So I decided to take action to make the most of it and enjoy myself!

And enjoy I did…

Before the BBQ, I asked around on what outfits to wear and even polled you, my online friends, whether I should be wearing any panties underneath my sundress.

It was so incredibly refreshing and empowering to walk around with just a flimsy piece of fabric covering my womanly body (I am thin but curvy), and talk to these people I had no sympathies for in most cases. I am normally very shy and socially awkward, but I just had such exciting news to share-with me moving away to attend UCLA at the end of summer- that I couldn’t stop going around to ensure I shared it with everyone before they left. Read more »

18[F] Mexico Update2 – How my first orgasm awakened my desire for more

UPDATE 2: As of my initial post, you’ll maybe remember that just back in November, as a fresh 18yro, I was out on a trip with family in Mexico on a resort. There, I experienced my first sexual awakening and realization of the pleasures of orgasms when I happened upon a very nice pool jet while being quite turned on having watched a good looking couple make out. Upon this discovery of my own sexuality I made a promise to keep exploring, wanting more of what I had missed out on.

Some of you may already know what I look like, and while I am self conscious about my looks because I’ve never really gotten much attention (never had a chance to being homeschooled…); back in Mexico on the resort I couldn’t help but notice all the guys staring at me when I was alone. So the very day after that initial experience with the water jets, I made a point of going off on my own to different areas than the rest of my family. I was on a mission to play up my sex appeal and see what guys will do. Since I was not allowed any provocative or sexy bathing suits, I improvised… I spent some time in front of the mirror adjusting my swimsuit bottoms, bunching them up between my cheeks to reduce the amount of cover. I also wetted them at the front and did something similar to let my camel toe shine through…just in case someone was daring enough to look. I even adjusted and tightened up my top to perky up my breast (even more than they are) in hopes of garnering increased attention. Read more »