Smoke lifted into the air, incense burned on the coffee table. The slender girl sitting on the leather couch sipped her chai tea, running her hands through her emerald colored dyed hair. She shook just a little, anxiety ran through her body. When is she going to be here? When was the last time she got to see her, the girl with the short black hair and the piercings.. she missed the soft touch of her hands, she missed the whispering in her ear..the wildy sweet words her black painted lips escaped into her heart. Emerald hair Claire sat in silence, the incense fleeted from the sticks and waifed to her nose, the calming scent stopped some of the shaking..she sat there, contemplating.. She got up and strode to the kitchen, the black and white colors of her walls and floor calmed her, the contrast blended well. Sabrina came up to her, purring and rubbed against her leg, the black cat lookd up and Claire smiled , bending down to pet her. 'Brina always made her feel good, no hurt, no detachment…a tear went down her cheek, but she shook her head and wiped it off. Her anxiety still lingered, the headache far from fleeting. She went to the cabinet. Sabrina went to the living room. The blue cabinet held the medications the doctor gave her two months ago…the valium..the oxycontin. When she looked at it she got a flash of anxiety.. the accident..the fracture.. she held her hand up, the scar even still more prominent then before. She got the bottles out..twisted the lids off.. she took one of each… she walked back through the kitchen to the couch, and laid down.. this will all go away soon she thought to herself. soon the pain will go away. she closed her eyes and laid there for awhile, but Sabrina jumped on her lap, something she was glad enough to oblige.