I [M] had office sex, and it was my first time since my penile fracture.

Yesterday I experienced one of my wildest fantasies: random, animalistic sex in the office. And what makes it even more unbelievable to me is the roaler coaster ride of a year I went through.

I was never a one-night-stand guy. I had couple of relationships, each lasted at least a year. My sex life was nothing special really.

Last year, I broke up with my long-term girlfriend and I was in genuine pain. I was thinking of marrying her at some point but things didn’t work out for us. To deal with the emotional pain, I started using Tinder for the first time in my life. Got couple of matches, texted with some girls and finally I arranged a date. We met at the local park, had a little chat with some beer. I was talking to her but in my mind I still felt guilty, because of my ex girlfriend, it felt like I was about to cheat her despite the fact that we weren’t talking for 3 months.

Beer relaxed me a bit, I was playful, she was too. She sent me all kinds of signals to carry this date to my house, which was nearby. I finally asked her if she wanted to come to my house for a bottle of wine. She accepted.