Some quick back story.
So my gf (C) and I have been together for a while and I do see marriage coming. We both agree that we want to have children and we want to make sure we can have kids together.
She is not on birth control and she also doesn’t like the feeling of condoms. So when we have sex, we have been relying on the pull out method and i usually blow my load either in her mouth, on her stomach or ass…just depends on what position we are in.
So we reach out to a fertility DR and make my appointment to blow my load in a cup for Monday. This turned out to be a tough mistake as I am instructed to not “ejaculate” for 5 days prior to my appointment.
Now normally I can keep myself busy with work during the week to not think about it but now I have a whole weekend to try to avoid cumming. Plus knowing that I’m not supposed to is making me want to do it even more.