in the past, i’ve held internalized my horniness a lot so this year i thought maybe getting things off my chest will do me some good. dating’s hard for me cuz i pretty sure i’m slightly demisexual. since i can only fantasize about fucking someone i’m madly in love with or have a strong emotional bond with. men honestly don’t get enough credit for being so goddamn sexy; i develop crushes on guys so easily its pretty embarrassing. especially on men who appear nerdy, have beards, wear suits, and simple outfits like a button down and khakis make me the wettest. irl i look very bookish and shy so regardless of how much effort i put into my work, i’d want to suck or ride a hard cock as a treat. most days, i’m able to control myself but then there are other days where loneliness takes over and i can feel my pussy aching to be filled up by a nice throbbing hard cock.