Our [FM] second go (in case you’re keeping up with our FWB chronicles)

I [38F] have had repairmen coming in and out of my house every few days. I think I’ve hit the lottery on this repair company. Every single worker that has come into my home – and there’s been 4 or 5 different guys – is a hot piece of ass in their 20s or 30s. One in particular has me panting at the thought of how this cougar can break him down. Am I a cougar? I had to call him out for calling me “ma’am” the other day. I think that makes me a cougar in his eyes. I’ll accept that title if it means he’ll bend me over and have his way with me.

So I’ve been in major need of some actual release after a week and a half of mentally fucking this non-stop flow of men in and out of my home. My friend [35M] shows up as I’m wrapping up my work day (gotta love working from home). We shoot the shit, he feeds me good food he’s picked up on his way over, and we make our way upstairs. I change my jeans out for some soft cotton shorts and I begin to change into a thin spaghetti strap tank top when he stops me. “Might as well just keep that off for your massage.”

Now from my [F38] perspective [FM]

Time to tell my side of the story (https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/jqnx1n/fm_how_i35m_was_shown_that_my_willpower_was)

I met this guy on Bumble. We immediately hit it off, but after a couple dates I felt like something wasn’t quite there so we decided to stick with being just friends. We have been meeting up once or twice a month to enjoy each other’s company – drinking, smoking, and eating delicious food. We get fucked up, laugh hysterically and flirt like crazy. We talk about the people we are fucking. We talk about our kinks. I can be completely myself with him. And I can tell he likes it. I can tell he likes me. And I like the power that comes with that.

He makes comments that make it clear he would fuck me if only I’d let him. It drives me wild knowing that I have this sort of power over him. But he’s a total sweetheart and I don’t want to be the asshole that hurts him. So I don’t let myself go there. And yet, every time we are together I imagine the things he would do to my body if only I let him. I can tell he will work me in ways that I’ve only imagined. In my mind I am begging him to. But I hold back. I don’t want to fuck up the fun we are having as friends.